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I’m Straight and Suck Cock!I’m straight and suck cock!Now some of you extremists or homophobes will call me a faggot or gay or sissy or any of the other callous and derogatory terms used for gay men, but the reality is I am 95 percent straight, which rounded up is 100.The truth is I love women. I love their beauty; I love their bodies; I love their femininity; I love eating their pussies and fucking them; I love the sounds they make when they come all over my tongue or my cock.I also don’t find men attractive… at all. I mean I can tell that Brad Pitt is an attractive man, but he doesn’t get me hard. On the other hand, if I saw his cock I would likely get hard and hope he was too.I can’t explain it.Two years ago the idea of sucking cock would have made me shudder with disgust. Not because I’m homophobic, just because I’m straight. I’m fine if you do it, but it just isn’t me.Yet, one story I read included a straight man sucking another man’s cock and a seed was planted unnoticed by me. I mean the story turned me on, but I assumed it was because of the wife who got double penetrated later. But as the days passed, I gradually began wondering what it would be like to suck a cock.At first I pushed the idea out as silly and gay, but the idea resisted getting pushed away, and instead the seed began to grow.I began reading stories where men sucked cock, always searching for straight guy stories… who under the right impersonal circumstances explore sucking cock.Before I knew it, I was only reading stories about straight guys turned sausage gourmet… And having intense orgasms as I fucked my Fleshlight.Eventually, I sucked a cock. Thank God for Craigslist. I sure couldn’t say to a buddy, ‘Hey, I’m kind of curious about sucking cock, can I snack on yours?’ Although I imagine many guys after the initial shock, would be like ‘go ahead!’ (There would be nothing better than a buddy who would be willing to allow you to blow a load down his throat any time you wished.)I was nervous, and ended up going to a guy who was staying at a hotel. At the time I was forty-two and the guy I met was twenty-one which somehow added to the excitement, even though I didn’t understand why at the time. Now I know giving yourself to a younger man is one of the most natural, exciting things to do as you accept that the hierarchy that runs society (younger eventually replacing older) works in the sexual arena too.I asked for the lights off and maltepe escort when I got to the door I paused. For every straight man pondering whether they are a cocksucker I have two things to say to you:1. If you’re reading this right now, either you are a straight cocksucker or will become one (until you try it you will become obsessed with the idea… and once you take that first hard cock in your mouth you will accept without reservation what your deepest hidden desires were… and deep down inside you’re a straight cocksucker).2. You will pause and second guess your decision at the door. I chickened out a few times after agreeing online, and I even drove to a house, chickened out and drove away, before finally allowing the inevitable to become a ‘fait accompli’). When you pause, take a deep breath, accept that you have to find out once and for all, and then walk inside… once you get into the room your natural inner cocksucker will take control, problem over.I too paused.I took a deep breath.I paused once more and before I could summon back up all the reasons this was a bad idea, I pushed my way past the slightly opened door.He said, “Come here.”I did.Nervous as hell.Excited as hell.When you’re in your forties it’s tough to have new experiences, to be nervous and excited at the same time (it happens when you first have sex, when you first get a job and when you first decide to become a parent… but then these defining moments, these releases from prevarication, become few and far between).He was already naked and had kindly placed a pillow on the floor where I was expected to kneel.Which I did.He pulled his towel away and I was staring at a hard cock. The first time I had ever stared at a living hard cock this close.I’d be lying if I claimed my own cock, still in my pants, didn’t instantly, secretly, salute him.”Go ahead,” he offered, knowing this was my first time.I had one more chance to not become a cocksucker.I had one more chance to turn and run and return to my vanilla, predictable life.Yet, any reservations were gone as I stared at the cock before me. It wasn’t huge. Average size. Under six inches. But it was beautiful and it was beckoning me to it.My brain shut off and I focused on the task at hand… or at mouth in this situation.I took it in my hand and stroked it slowly before leaning forward and taking a cock in my mouth for the first time.To call it cathartic doesn’t do it justice. There escort maltepe are a few moments in life where the world just makes sense. Where you know, without a doubt, this is one of the core purposes of your life.I wasn’t a man… I wasn’t gay… I wasn’t a woman either… I was simply a cocksucker… I was simply where I was meant to be… on my knees… sucking a cock attached to a nameless, faceless, man.Instinct took over.I bobbed.Slowly at first, trying to get used to my mouth stretched in a way it wasn’t used to. But as my mind turned off and I became a straight cocksucker, my body took over and I bobbed faster… wanting to be a great cocksucker and wanting to earn my first load of cum.I won’t bore you with the play by play, but in little more than three minutes, the stranger finally said casually, “I’m going to come.”A rush of excitement coursed through me at hearing words I had said to women many times. The title of my Craigslist ad was ‘I want to suck and swallow for first time’ and thus I lived up to the ad as I kept bobbing, eager to swallow that first load.I wanted to feel cum shoot in my mouth.I wanted to feel it glide down my throat.I wanted to taste it.I wanted to savour the unique texture that women often complained about.Moments later, I retrieved my first load of creamy cum, although it exploded in my mouth and down my throat so fast I didn’t really get to taste it at all, or analyze the texture… although it still felt utterly epic and thrilling as I once again accepted I loved cock and had now proven that I loved cock sucking.Once done, I simply stood up awkwardly said ‘thanks’, and walked out the door. So different from the endless aftermath of sex with a female who wants to share deep secrets and cuddle.That said, be warned this will likely happen to you, because as you get back in your car and realize you have just sucked a complete stranger’s cock and swallowed his cum, you will almost certainly feel a rush of guilt.You may suddenly feel insecure.You may question your sexuality.If you’re married or have a girlfriend, you may feel like you cheated.These are natural reactions and will most likely go away once you accept you’re not gay, but a straight cocksucker, and trust me you are not alone. There are lots of us and those men who aren’t, are often either denying their curiosity, or are an alpha male who would use you in an instant if they knew who you truly were.Hopefully maltepe escort bayan we will one day live in a world where you can just be an open straight cocksucker who doesn’t have to hide their inner hunger for fear of societal ridicule.Because in the end, no matter how guilty you feel at first, you will always end up searching for more cock. ONCE A COCKSUCKER ALWAYS A COCKSUCKER!!!!!….As I read this vivid testimony, my cock was rock hard as I imagined the exact same thing happening to me.I couldn’t believe how accurately that man had described how I felt.Intrigued, I read more. Many were short generic statements like:-I love sucking cock.-All guys will want to suck cock at some point in their lives.-Sucking cock will eventually lead to taking it in the ass, which will make you gay.-It’s 2018, and sucking cock and taking it in the ass is in… being straight is out..Relax: Sucking cock isn’t cheating!!!If you are straight and married or in a relationship with a woman, one of the ideas that may hold you back from exploring your desire to suck cock is cheating.If you kiss another woman you are cheating.If you kiss a guy you are cheating.If you fuck a woman you are cheating.If you fuck a guy you are cheating.If you eat out a woman you are cheating.But if you suck a cock you are not.Sound ludicrous?Perhaps.But the reality is that this is an activity your woman can’t give you. Oh sure she could wear a strap-on, but a fake cock cannot replicate a real one. It may be the right shape, but your mouth will never mistake it for the real thing.Now is getting ass fucked by a man cheating? I don’t know, it’s kind of grey because a woman can peg you, but a strap-on again can’t replace a real, throbbing, pulsing cock (but that is a different conversation for another time).One definite truth is that your sucking on a cock is the one act that can’t be replicated on a woman.She can’t offer you a pulsing, throbbing cock.She can’t supply the sweet cream that comes from a man’s balls.Lastly, she can’t understand the inner cravings of a man towards a cock. She sees a cock as a baby maker and a pleasure wand… while you see it as a gift from God.Should you tell your wife you want a big dick fucking your face?Probably not, unless for some reason she mentions it. (If by some miracle she does, by all means draw her out on the subject. You may become very glad that you did!)But no, unless she brings it up, some things are better left unsaid.She’ll never understand your need to be on your knees with a cock in your mouth, just like you’ll never understand how she can enjoy spending hours at a time on the phone.We men are sexual creatures and will be until the day we die….

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