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First Kiss 1 – Fuffy #1B.t.V.S. – First Kiss 1 – Fuffy #1It hurt to be around her. Seriously, it really hurt to be around her. Every time Faith caught a glimpse of her hair, saw a bat of her eyelids, watched a bead of sweat roll down her face and onto her chest, it felt like her heart was going to beat out of her chest. Her breath caught in her throat and her stomach flipped upside-down and twisted around.Watching Buffy train right now was like dying. The way her body moved caused Faith’s throat to close and her mouth go dry. She was seeing stars. It took every ounce of control Faith had not to throw herself at Buffy and attack her lips viciously, hungrily.Yes, Faith Lehane, whose lifetime motto had been “get some, get gone”. (Well, that’s one of her mottos), had fallen in love with the one person she knew she couldn’t have. The one person who still hated her.Giles, Xander, Willow, Angel, they had all forgiven her already, and she tried to kill them all. The former-Potentials had never hated her at all, because they didn’t truly understand what she’d done. But Buffy… Buffy wouldn’t lose a second of sleep if Faith dropped down dead right now. And Faith was truly and hopelessly in love with her.She couldn’t hold it in any longer. She had to tell her.”Hey, B. Need to talk to ya for a minute.””Fine,” Buffy replied, like Faith was just a nuisance, yet even Buffy’s voice nearly sent Faith over the edge. “What is it? Trouble with the troops?””No. This is more… about me.””Oh? What’s going on?””I… I’m leaving.”That took Buffy by surprise.”What?””I’m leaving. Sunny-D is gone. My apartment’s gone, I don’t have a single thing holding me here. Kinda need to move on, forget it happened. Start a new chapter.””Where will you go? Back to Angel?””I don’t know. But I do know one thing. That’s one place I’m not going. I’m leaving Cali behind. Don’t plan on coming back. Maybe I’ll even leave the country. I’m a fugitive, so maybe a place with no extradition. Switzerland, maybe?””Why not stay with us? It’s not like we’re going back to Sunnydale. There’s not even a sign there that says “Welcome to Sunnydale” anymore.””Well, you know what I’ve done to you Scoobies. I mean, sure, tryin’ for redemption and all, but I can’t just make it all go away.””Well, it’s not like we’re holding it against you. You helped beat back the First. Way I see it, you’ve earned our trust again. Just don’t lose it again.””You do.””What?””You hold it against me. The things I’ve done. bursa escort Sure, I helped out a bit, but you still hate me. I get it. I’m not mad. Just got my hopes up, is all. I won’t stay here if even one of you guys hates me. The Scoobies, I mean. I honestly couldn’t care less if any of the newbies doesn’t like me. But you guys are the only family I’ve ever known, so I can’t stand knowin’ that you hate me.””I don’t hate you. I don’t mean it to seem that way, I’m just… a bit emotional, and that’s all. Sunnydale was my home. It’s where I finally accepted being the Slayer. I died there. Twice. I fell in love in Sunnydale. Twice. I found Willow, and Xander, and Giles there. I met Angel there. I met Anya and Tara and Oz there. I stopped… I don’t even know how many apocalypses there. When I came to Sunnydale, I wasn’t one of those popular “Homecoming Queen” types of girls anymore, and I was actually relieved about that. I was free to be me. I was at my peak and my lowest points here. I lost mom, found Dawn, though I didn’t know that I’d never met her before. I lost Tara, and Anya, almost lost Willow, I lost Angel, and found him again, and I watched Spike burn before my eyes in Sunnydale. It was my home, and now it’s gone.”Tears were glistening in Buffy’s eyes that nearly killed Faith. But one thing stuck out.”What about me?””What?””What about me?””What about you?””You didn’t mention me. I mean, I bet it sounds a bit narcissistic, but you didn’t mention me. I thought I was a pretty big point in your life. I know you’re a big one in mine.””You are. Like I said, I’m a bit out of it right now. You are a big point in my life. Both a good one and a bad. I’m not going to pretend you never tried to kill me and my family, but I’m not going to hold it against you, either. And if it ever seems like I am, I’m sorry.””Well, doesn’t matter, anyway. I’m leaving. I think Switzerland is a good idea.””Faith? I thought…””You thought since we had this little heart to heart that I’d stay.””A little.””Well, even if you don’t hate me, I still can’t stand to be around you.””What?!””No, it’s not like that. It just… hurts.””What do you mean?””I… I’m not the “talk about your feelings” type, B.””Then just this once. Please. Tell me what you’re talking about. How do I hurt you?”Faith hesitated.”Please?” Buffy said again, putting her hand on Faith’s shoulder, and her breath caught at the contact, which did not go unnoticed by Buffy.”I won’t hurt you,” Buffy bursa escort bayan said reassuringly.”I… I know you won’t mean to. But you will, anyway. Not physically. It’ll be worse than that. I couldn’t handle the rejection, Buffy,” Faith stopped talking immediately when she realised what she just said, and she knew Buffy had caught on.”Faith…?”Faith pulled away from Buffy and tried to run, but the blonde grabbed her by the arm and pulled her back.”You are not running away from this. We are going to talk about this.””What’s there to talk about?” Faith said, tears in her own eyes now. “I’m five-by-five, B.””No, you’re not. I can see it. Now, you don’t have to say a word, just listen,” Buffy let go, hoping Faith wouldn’t run.She didn’t.”Are you… I mean, do you… have… feelings? For me? I mean, are you… You’re in love with me, aren’t you?”Faith didn’t respond, other than turning away. She couldn’t look at Buffy right now.”You know, B,” Faith said, choking up. “I probably could’ve handled Red, or Xan-man, or Giles hating me. Even Wood, and you know, he actually convinced me to take a chance on an actual relationship. With real feelings. Only, I didn’t… don’t want one with him. There’s only one person I’ve ever been interested in like that.””Faith…””But you… When I think that you might hate my guts… It’s because of you that I want to seek redemption. ‘Cause I know that there’s no chance now, but I know where you’re goin’ after. After you die. And it won’t be to Hell. No, I know you’re goin’ somewhere else. Maybe this “heaven” place everyone’s goin’ on and on about actually exists, and if it does, I know that’s where you’re goin’. But the way things stand right now, the best I can hope for is to go to some place undecided for all eternity. Waitin’ on judgement, decidin’ where I belong. But I want to redeem myself in the eyes of… whoever cares enough to watch me. That way, maybe I can get into wherever you’re goin’. ‘Cause maybe then… I’ll have a chance.””Faith…””‘Cause I don’t just want to follow that “get some, get gone” thing I always say. Not anymore. Not with you. If I ever get a chance, anyway. If I ever get a chance, I won’t screw it up. ‘Cause I love you… Buffy.” It felt weird, saying her full name, not just “B”, but it was the only way she could show Buffy that she was serious.”Faith…” Buffy said.Faith walked away, unable to look back. She went straight for the nearest bathroom, locked the door escort bursa behind her, crawled into the bathtub and curled up into a ball, not trying to stop the tears.Buffy knocked on the bathroom door when she heard Faith crying.”Faith, open the door,” Buffy said softly, then waited.”What’s wrong?” Willow asked as she walked by.”Nothing. Don’t worry about it. Just Faith stuff,” Willow nodded understandingly. After Willow brought Faith back to fight the First, Buffy told her all about how she felt about Faith.”What’s going on?” she asked.”I… I’m not sure. But I think Faith might… you know,” Buffy said, a small trace of a smile.”Well, here’s my fingers crossed!” Willow said excitedly, holding both hands up to show her index fingers and middle fingers intertwined.”Thanks,” Buffy said, then continued knocking as Willow walked, or rather, skipped away.”Faith,” Buffy said again, knocking.”Faith,” Buffy said again, knocking.Faith wiped the tears away quickly, then climbed out of the tub. She unlocked the door and sat back down on the toilet seat, putting her face in her hands.Buffy opened the door slowly, then walked in, closing the door behind her.”Faith…” she said, kneeling down in front of Faith and putting her arms around her.”B…” Faith said, trying to push Buffy away, but Buffy held on tighter.”No, Faith. You’re not pushing me away. Not anymore. Because I love you, too.”Faith’s breath caught again, then pushed Buffy away just enough to look her in the eyes.”That’s not funny, B.””Darn. Guess I’ll have to cancel my set at the Laugh Factory.”Faith rolled her eyes, looking away slightly.”It wasn’t a joke, Faith. I love you. Have since I met you. It hurt me most of all when you… And then I stabbed you… And then there was the c***…” Now Buffy was in tears. “I’m sorry, Faith. I love you.”Faith pulled Buffy up to her face and kissed her gently. It was more like they brushed their lips together briefly, then Buffy pressed against Faith more, wrapping her arms around Faith’s neck. Faith’s tongue brushed against Buffy’s lower lip, practically begging for more, and Buffy agreed, opening her mouth enough to accept Faith’s tongue.Their tongues slowly embraced each other as the two women kissed sweetly. They took it slow, not wanting to scare the other off, but they both soon wanted more.Their kiss went from sweet and gentle to hungry and passionate in less than a minute.When they finally broke apart for air, Faith’s head was spinning.”B…” Was all she could say. She tried to stand up, but she was too dizzy, so she stumbled and landed in the bathtub, taking Buffy with her.”I love you, Buffy,” Faith said when she finally was able to think again.”I love you, too, Faith.”

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